I confess... this week has been extremely tough. The current state of my life is in major flux and all things can come to a close Tuesday. Tuesday... Its been heavy on my heart, soul and mind. I have struggled and wrestled with finding closure. But darn it other things keep getting in the way.
I confess... I feel hard Tuesday after lunch in my hallway and I just thing I have not recovered since.
I confess... I spent gulp $355 on puppies at the vet.
I confess... I was one scared puppy mom yesterday. I came home for lunch (after not being able to keep anything down all morning) and found my sweet Chloe had swollen eyes and snout. Well, after 15 minutes it got worse so I called the vet and they said she was experiencing anaphylactic shock and give her benadryl and come on it. Benadryl? Yeah because I stock that... So I literally ran to the store grabbed some, came back shoved in down her throat and headed to the vet. They gave her injections and then observed her. I was sent home to wait. I tried to work a little, but at 430 my sweet girl was much better. Very tired, but alive! I confess, for a moment, I thought I was going to lose her and I do not know what I would have done.
I confess... I had something awful yesterday. I could not keep anything down... from either end (ew gross I know) Needless to say I now know it takes about 30 seconds to go from my desk to the bathroom in my office. I was dehydrated, exhausted and well felt like POO (no pun intended). But it was kind of a blessing as it caused me to go home at lunch and find my baby.
I confess... I have fallen asleep at work three times this week. Seriously y'all... my body is trying to tell me something. SLEEP!
I confess... Chili going down looks much better than coming up.
I confess... I have doubted lately and struggled with accepting His plan for my life. I have prayed and prayed and asked for forgiveness ands guidance, but its very hard sometimes. I constantly must remember the serenity prayer.
I confess... I HATE document review. It might be the worst thing a lawyer has to do. Oh and a sweet friend of mine informed me that a law associate is the like the worst rated job for how much do you hate your job... yes we ranked higher than customer service rep! And to think we paid big buck for this torture!
I confess... ambien makes me have very vivid dreams which end in me frantically looking at my phone to ensure I have not done something awful.
Whew! That felt good! let it out everyone and have a beautiful weekend.
I got SO sick off of some chili that a friend made once...It's just terrible to be sick like that so I know how you feel sweet friend. Hope you're feeling better today! And hope Chloe is alright - when something happens to our babies, it can be SO terrifying. They're like our children!!!
ReplyDeleteI will be praying for you as you close this difficult chapter in your life and move forward! I know it won't be easy but your sweet heart an strong faith will get you through.
Get some rest this weekend, missy! That's an order. You will never feel your best if you're constantly running on too little energy! Happy Friday:)
Hope you get some rest and enjoy your weekend! = )
ReplyDeleteOH sweet friend, I'm sending you hugs and love today.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and praying for you!
So glad your pupper is okay now!
GET SOME SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!! :)
xoxo
Oh my gosh I'm so worried for your new pup!!!!!! It sounds like she's doing better, but how traumatizing!!! I hope that she will be ship shape in no time :)
ReplyDeleteI've been catching up on your life for the past two months! It sounds like things have been crazy. I hope that all is well! Missed you lots! Can't wait to get back into the swing of things :) XOXO
I hope that you and your puppy are feeling better. Whenever I'm having trouble accepting God's plan, I go back to Jeremiah 29:11. It really helps to know that there is a plan laid out that you don't have to worry about.
ReplyDeleteI participated in Confessional Friday as well!
I have been sick this week too! Mine is just viral, but I think it has something to do with not getting enough sleep. I need to find more time to sleep. I actually just stock Benadryl FOR the dog. My vet told me to try it a long time ago, and it helps! Hope your pup is all better.
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