If I have said it once I have said it a fazillion (yes fazillion) times... I need to get my a$$ back on track. I used to be a self-confessed health nut. I was a lil obsessed with the gym and not putting anything bad for me (well other than cheat days) in my body. And, then I began to work full-time instead of going to school, I spent 2.5-3 hours in a car a day and sit.... all.day.long. I began to snack, then I was depressed, then I got divorced. I just gave up.
Then I began to have a life again and my diet went out the window. Sure I still worked out and tried to eat relatively healthy, but I allowed myself for cookies, ice cream, bread, etc... than I had in the last 7 years. I had muffins, butter with bread, hummus galore... and it took its toll. My clothes fit, but not as well and then well I became even more depressed. Let's just get it out there, I hate/d my body.
Am I fat, umm no. I know that 100%, but am I where I feel comfortable, gorgeous and healthy? no. That is something I can take care of. So... here's to getting back on track. I also have a huge reason to... I leave for the beach in 20 days! Yes, you heard me, in 20 days I will be laying on the beach in Mexico with drink in my hand, book in the other and a wonderful man by my side.
So, I stalked my fridge and panty with the essentials of my "I used to be a pageant girl and know how to diet" food and began last night. Broiled cod, broccoli and sugar-free cheesecake mousse for dessert. My goal, 5-8 pounds in 20 days. Yeah I know its kind of a huge goal, but.... I know I can do it. It means lots of runs, weights and pretty much just keeping my diet in check. I know its the next step in taking control of my life and getting back to being the best me I can be.
In other news here's what my weekend consisted of:
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| Yup, 100 degrees in the LBK |
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| My fav place to eat there |
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| Texas Tech School of Law |
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| She's 16? What? |
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| Duh, of course there was twirling... |
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| What my dogs were doing... Thank you Catie & Frank for watching them |
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| E & Me at the wedding #blessed |
Yes, this man endured 8.5 hours of driving, a wedding, Lubbock, and meeting a gazillion people who have known me since I was 3.
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| We missed you mom! |
