I am wordless... yes me, the one who can always find something to say is wordless... Honestly, I have been this way for a lil bit lately. I have done a lot of reflecting in the past 3 days. Reflecting on life the past year and how different it is for me. This time last year I was married, anticipating my 30th birthday and Hubs and I were trying to have a baby.... and going through the struggles of Chlomid.
My, oh, my how time flies and things change. So I'm going to leave you with this: if you could go back in time would you change anything? If you could rewrite your story how would it end?
Poignant even with very little words.
ReplyDeletePart of me wants to go back and change things, but then I wonder, how different would things be now?!
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I am a believer our experiences build who we are s I don't think I would change anything!
ReplyDeleteI worry if I changed anything I wouldnt be where I am...as much as I wish I could have left Chad earlier or done XYZ different..would I be somewhere else?
ReplyDeleteI often think about changing things and what ifs but I think that our steps were divinely ordered and that all those past experiences made is who we are today. But. I probably would have gave law school another thought and started making fancy cupcakes or opened up a yoga studio instead. Lol nah I like the law craziness.
ReplyDeleteOh sweet girl, so much of this. I wish I could change so many things. To be honest, I think anyone who says they have no regrets is lying. I love where I'm at now, but if I could change a few things and still end up here, I would.
ReplyDeleteOh, and also, I would have been an astronaut instead of a lawyer. BIG regret.
If I could re-write my story, I would leave a certain relationship out of it. Namely, the relationship I was in right before I met B. It was unhealthy, and caused me more heartache, self-doubt and insecurity than any relationship I'd had before. Looking back, I never should have dated that guy, so if I could change anything, I would change the day I met him! Fortunately, dating him didn't prevent me from meeting and marrying B, so I am thankful for that!:)
ReplyDeleteI would definitely have not spent so much time focusing on my high school boyfriend. I feel like he held me down so much after we graduated. I was too consumed with him and trying to make our relationship "work" that I didn't continue my education like I should have. That's the biggest regret I have.
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