Monday, May 13, 2013

May I have Your Attention

 
Today's Blog every day in May prompt: Issue a public apology.... Hmmmm, Just one, I only get 1? This could be good or bad, but here we go:
 
Dear M--
 
I'm sorry for so many things. I am sorry you hurt. I am sorry I hurt. I am sorry that things ended the way they did. I am sorry we didn't get to do things on our bucket lists and live out those hopes and dreams together. I apologize for all the times I yelled and screamed, for the times I expected you to know what was wrong and then got mad when you didn't. I am sorry for holding a grudge and for bringing past anger into our future. I am sorry for taking out my past on you. I apologize for not speaking up and telling you what I needed and wanted. I am sorry I let it get to this. I am sorry I became complacent. I am sorry that I failed to meet your needs at times and often forgot to ask about them. I am sorry for being scared... of you, of life, of letting go. I am sorry I didn't live up to my end of the bargain at times. I am sorry the way things ended. You will always hold a special place in my heart and I want nothing but the best for you, its all I ever wanted--to see you happy.
 
Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you. ~Ephesians 4:32
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9 comments:

  1. P!nkyMay 13, 2013 at 6:55 AM

    Oh sweet girl,
    I'm sorry you are hurting too. I'm sorry you feel sad and hurt.

    I think you are very brave for posting this lovey.

    xoxo

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  2. NeelyMay 13, 2013 at 7:49 AM

    OMG Im sure he is sorry too friend. I just want to hug you.

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  3. JessicaMay 13, 2013 at 8:29 AM

    You have such a sweet, sweet heart. I know this letter can't have been easy to write today, and I am proud of you for doing it. Sending hugs your way today!

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  4. CaseyMay 13, 2013 at 9:27 AM

    I know this wasn't easy for you to write, and I HATE that you are hurting too. Praying for you on the daily my dear.

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  5. AmberMay 13, 2013 at 12:41 PM

    So sweet of you to write this letter, girl. I know it couldn't have been easy to write. I'm sure he knows it. <3

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  6. ShannonMay 13, 2013 at 12:56 PM

    Girlfriend, this took some major guts... kudos to you. Just another step in the journey! :)

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  7. AnonymousMay 14, 2013 at 12:48 PM

    This brought tears to my eyes. I am sending you my love and hope that this helped you heal.

    xx

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  8. Taylor @ Pink Heels Pink TruckAugust 15, 2013 at 7:34 AM

    This post took a lot of strength to write and hit that little publish button! I hope that you have been on a healing journey since writing this. Wrapping you in a big virtual hug!

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  9. Chrissy BernalAugust 15, 2013 at 6:11 PM

    I agree! This took guts, girl! Kudos!

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