Today's Blog every day in May prompt: Issue a public apology.... Hmmmm, Just one, I only get 1? This could be good or bad, but here we go:
Dear M--
I'm sorry for so many things. I am sorry you hurt. I am sorry I hurt. I am sorry that things ended the way they did. I am sorry we didn't get to do things on our bucket lists and live out those hopes and dreams together. I apologize for all the times I yelled and screamed, for the times I expected you to know what was wrong and then got mad when you didn't. I am sorry for holding a grudge and for bringing past anger into our future. I am sorry for taking out my past on you. I apologize for not speaking up and telling you what I needed and wanted. I am sorry I let it get to this. I am sorry I became complacent. I am sorry that I failed to meet your needs at times and often forgot to ask about them. I am sorry for being scared... of you, of life, of letting go. I am sorry I didn't live up to my end of the bargain at times. I am sorry the way things ended. You will always hold a special place in my heart and I want nothing but the best for you, its all I ever wanted--to see you happy.
Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you. ~Ephesians 4:32
